Frustrated that I can't seem to draw anything at the moment, even though the last time I did was about a week ago. Also experiencing my "website woes" again; why the fuck am I even working on it when it feels like I'm yelling into the ether? Part of me knows that's literally a me issue, yet I'd like some acknowledgement for my efforts, at least.

Even though it's only been two days, I honestly want to go back on my plans of making this website my main hub and go back to using Bluesky regularly, that and take a break from working on my site until I have anything of value to upload to it.

I shouldn't have made a post on Bluesky talking about my possible plans on using my website more instead of the former; because my self esteem is so shit, I'm viewing the lack of acknowledgement from more than a couple people as negative responses. I want to cry so bad, I wish I was more confident.

Bruh, I'm having such a hard time figuring out how to talk about my fucking problems. I want to make a doodle/sketch tag for the yap corner because I really need to break my perfectionist habits, yet I'm scared to for the exact reasons; and I want to tell my followers on Bluesky that I'm not using the platform as regularly as I used to and to check out my website instead, but that's asking too much from people, apparently. I'm so fucking frustrated, I just want things to make sense and the world to not suck.

Edit: I made a list of every franchise OC I have, hopefully slapping it in a choice wheel and spinning it when I can't decide what to draw will help me.

Feeling what I call "website woes" again. I wish more people on social media were motivated to make their own websites. Do they really not want self expression, are they lazy, or is it both? Either way, having more people jump on board wouldn't make this feel like a wasted effort.